Sorry :'(

I'm sorry my fuffy squirrel, I'm so sorry doing it to you.
I know that, in this moment, I'm hurting you because my attitudes and mainly for not talking to you very much. I don't  do the provost, and I'm gonna change, I promise, even than know than you don't want that I will gonna change a little because I know that the things, the attitudes and some things that I said to you hurt you very much and make you thing that you gonna lose me, but that is a lie, you never gonna lose me because I love and I don't know how can I live without you. You are my everything.



I love you so much, I'm afraid to lose you right now, more than ever.


I'm sorry, I'm so sorry doing it to you, my fuffy squirrel...   Sorry :( 

What can I do to not feel pain, sadness and bad feelings, when I'm not with you?
I simply want and wish to stay by your side all the time, sleep with you and, in the middle of night, wake up after a nightmare and feel your arms around me and listen to your calm voice saying "Calm down baby, calm down. It was just a nightmare, I'm here, nothing's gonna happens to you. I'm here only for you and for you only." I just want this.
Right now I feel that I'm dying inside, I need you to survive and be happy, you're my light, my water, my energy, you're my entire life, my soul.

Love you more than everything and I don't know how can I live without you, by my side.

You are my world, my universe, my everything. Without you I don't exist, and my world dies...

Love you